Craziness

I'm awake!! I'm totally awake before the break of dawn. Even before the sun rises with scorching heat. Seems to be very proud but im not...cause i just took a nap after chatting with my dear lovely sis, Joey until 3am!!

Ok!

Consider it pure joy, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking in anything. If any of us lacks wisdom, we should ask Him, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be all given to us.

I know how to differentiate. What can you do when you know something "no" but your heart says "yes".

Then it says again...

Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and after looking himself, goes away immediately forgets what he looks like.But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it-he will be blessed in what he does.

What can i do??