Someone

Someone,

You're one of a kind.
You can make me feel very happy and yet very sad too.
I am here to listen to your voice of grouses.
Trying to be close to you is very hard.
I can't understand you.

I am very glad to see you here.
Trying to talk to you.
Simply find brainless topic to....
What your response?
I thought your the one.

But is it someone do care?
I don't know.
You make me feel yes and yet no too.
Yes, im emo-ing.
Im stupid, i know.

Happiness, sadness..
We or only me,
Answering a simple question,
Its hard for me somtimes.
Im not very good in expressing my feeling.

My heart is numb now. Another rubbish post.

The Coconut Tree

Woke up kinda early in the morning compared to my usual day. Because of what? To tie coconut tree hair. Last Friday,we all got caught because of our hair style. Our fringe is so disgusting,one of the teacher said. Our fringe is disgusting, but your face even more! Even shorter than eyebrows consider long? LOL, that's funny.

We all are good students, no choice but tie up our hair like stupid ass. Coconut trees can be found anywhere, anytime.

Im kinda emo now. Just now better, now is complete different. I don't know why. Maybe PMS, PreMenstrual Syndrome. I can feel my tummy a bit ache-ing. Girls have to suffer every month for what? Well, menstruation pain not too close with me. Sometimes but bearable.

Crap again.

Anything

What should i post about first? I got a lot of things to post about.

Saturday, 11 June 2009
Received a message from Jho, our EST teacher, Pn. Jaswant Kaur passed away.I was so shock to see the message.It woke me up from my sleep.Seriously, she was not very close with our class, but she still our teacher. I did feel empty. Went to Ipoh tuition as usual. To and back. The routine. During the journey back to Kampar, in the bus, we met some nerds. They were disturbing us, but we just tried to ignore them.My feeling towards this kind of people, a word to describe, CHEAP!

Night, GB Anniversary. BBQ at church. 6.30 pm have to reach there.Guess what? We still can't BBQ at 8pm! When to third floor, the band room. The four of us, Me, Chaki, Betty and Jho sharing our secrets. I just love girl's talks. Gossip is another story, its different.I didn't eat at all. Around 9, Joey fetched me home, bathed and chill out!

Our Saturday's promise. We promise we will meet each other on Saturday night. At least one day of the week. Went to Station R to have my dinner and chit chat till 12 +. Went to West Lake then, another fantastic place for chatting and unwind yourself. Its raining that night. Can't sit there, but we did for awhile. Sitting under the crying sky, chatting, i love. In the car, camwhore for few minutes. Then 'long kai' , one of our habits. To Mambang Diawan, to Jeram actually but passed by, to Gopeng then back home. When i reached my home, i realized its already 2am.

This non-blood-related-sister of mine, well every moment we spent together is something i wanna treasure very much. No boundaries between us. We share whatever we want. The pyramid of friends you told me, luckily i'm not one of them because we are sisters! Love ya~

Should

Arghh!!! I hate this feeling!!!

My heart and mind is argueing whether is should enter this competition or not? Its really annoying. I understand the words " NO PAIN, NO GAIN"

Its completetly different with what i think. Where's my strength and courage? I just feel like giving up. But i should make a try. I should. I should, should and SHOULD.

Maybe this makes me learn more about life isn't it? There are obtacles we have to face everyday. But we should learn how to deal with it. I guess we should.

Just some words to encourage myself.

Life is..

Life is? A good question. Life definitely not a bed of roses.
If you ask me, how's your life?

Its just a crap. Doesn't have a good family like what others own.Its broken.
Sometimes, envious just filled in me. Seeing others with happy family.
But, all is a fact. Just have to accept it.

Friends,
I have 10 bet bets,
each with very special personality,love you all so much,
What i hope for?
Friends forever!

The question, I'll answer next time. With my idea and description. ^^

Just A Try

10-15 full scholarships are awarded to the top winners of the annual MIA Nationwide Art & Design Scholarship Competition(Open to Form 4 & Form 5 and SM 2& 3 students)

Its a great opportunity. Just a try, it doesnt hurt. Maybe my art cant feat with others, but just a try. ART is special and unique.

Satisfaction,
one by one,
every single line,
you created,
ART.

Everyone knows Art is a lie, but Art make us to know the truth.

Its July

Ohh, Its July!!

Time just flies. After project, now its time to study, do revision for SPM.
Please wake up. Its really July now. You really have to study! Get more As!
Worker harder on those subjects you're weak in.
Wake up. Most of the time, teachers keep on reminding us to study!
Form 4, I wasted.
Form 5, must work hard!

Babe! Go Go Go...

Its just some encouraging words for myself.