How?

Ohh~ Its just 1 more day will be my hell Trial exams.

Yesterday, didnt study at all cause my mum's chan ka came. You know, house cleaning, communicate with one another. Bye a day-24 hours.They only be going back tomorrow.

I still have to study. There's really been a long time i neglected my blog. I would like to keep my blog updated. But...

My 2nd sister came back from Singapore. Still in front of the computer for a whole day. Not a chance for me. Ok ok, its ok. Im not expressing my frustration or what. There will be time for me!

Hahaha..Just see what gonna happen after trial. Hmmn, I don't feel nervous or scare. Cause i prepared.

Prepared to what? To face the exam?

Oh definitely no. Prepared to die.

Well, im try not to let it die. Pray! Ohh......i hate exams!

Trial, Trial and TRIAL!!

Moving Forward

Whatever happens, good or bad, we still have to move forward. Don't look back to the past. Its just something easy to learn. But do everyone can really do this? Me? I can say i'm trying.

Joey, she sent me a message today. I love it a lot! Her little advice for me.

Well, being your friend and sister
I've some advice for you
You've to learn 2 things now
1st, if you're in stress
don't deny it
you must face the fact that you're stressing
and if you don't realize it when people ask you
then you take some time and think
see if you really stressed
so don't be in a denial mode
it wont solve problem

2nd, don't be shaken easily
being young like us
we tend to affected easily by our family and friends
but through my experience
i learn that its not worth it learning the hard way
so we gotta believe solely on HIM
pray hard every time your little hard jumps like crazy
Believe HIM.

And so
i really hope you'll be a big girl and be happy.
Sometimes your face too sour la..scary!!
LOL!!

I actually don't like my sour face too. Haha..nobody will like it! Its just that i can't open my mouth. Usually i don't like post my message, but its some kind of advice i would like to share with everyone. Someone, facing the same things with me, i think we can use this together. Haha..

Thx sis!!

Muacks~

What You Are

Hallelujah! Joey got the scholarship! LOL! I felt happy too. Not only me, but everyone. A living testimony. 

Be what you are, not who you are. 

I started to learn this words. Meaningful! Strengthening words.

Well, i felt proud to say. I started studying but the information seems can't reach my brain. But at least I do made a step, prepare for TRIAL!

Woohoo~ feeling the pressure. T.R.I.A.L.

Emo

I just so ng syok today. No reason! Just no mood. Everything seems so annoying.
Damn! I feeling like crying.

Computerman

Mr. Computerman,

He said he will come today, but he called again : Sorry, im not free. I'll come tomorrow.
This is the second time la man. Well, im not angry or what. Because he's not free, i can online today. Haha!!

Pros and cons.
I can online after tuition for all day long. Today school dismiss earlier so i went home earlier. Lunch, done my housework, bath. Take a nap before to Add Math tuition, then Art.

Oh ya. Today, Zan scolded me. Joey, went to school to sign for her stuff. She was in the office, Zan signing her stuff. Then, i chat with her for awhile.

Waa, then the Zan saw me. He said : Kenapa semalam tak ada datang sekolah?

I said :Sakit!

He: Jangan tipu saya.

I said: Er..semalam mak "not free". Tak boleh bawa saya balik rumah lepas sekolah.

He asked : Pergi Ipoh interview kah?

I said :"Tak ada lah. " And i just ran away!

To save my life! Haha

Freely

Yesterday, had been online for the whole day. Yoube-ing. Doing nothing. Even there's nothing more to see, but i still insisted to search something to watch. The little weird habit of mine. Trial is just around the corner, or just a blink of eye is September. But I still havent do my revision.

Wake up!!

Night,
Went to Tesco which is just located opposite of my house with my mum and of course two kids.Haha..i think my mum don't really like to go shopping with me. I will always complain that my hair will absorb the Tesco's smell, here and that. Hahaa..So just around 8+ went home. Watching TV again.

9.30pm
I ONLINE AGAIN.
Alex nudge me. Chat, he asked me to go out and chit chat. Off we go then. We went to the basketball court. We talked a lot. He just live the same "jalan" with me. Hahaha!! He said he going back to school. A great news!! Good to listen ^^

Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla~~

1.30 am, August 3, 2009
He walked me home. Then, good night.

NOW,
I online again as i posting this article. YEah! Didn't go to school again.
Reason?
No, lazy.

But i have to study today. I MUST! And my computer gotta format, just because of the stupid webcam. Alright, have to. Before, my computer hospitalized, better i online for awhile. ^^v