난 당신이 그리워요

I'm addicted to post in Korean, for no reason. I watched T concert again, yeah AGAIN. And yet, TXVQ is still my love. They are kinda like planted in my heart and they root grew deep inside of me. Is hard to take it out, and i don't wish to.

I still remember how sot that i used to call 재중 my hubby! LOL, that was few years back. I definitely won't regret for how sot i had been for them because they worth it.

Love in the Ice

식어버린 작은 손

차갑게 떨리는 입술

아무 일도 없었다고

고개 숙인 체

누군가를 추억하는

네 모습 두려운 거니

입안에서 맴도는 말

애써 삼키며

외면했었던 뒷모습이

새하얀 눈처럼 조금씩 녹아내려

어두워진 밤하늘을

떠나지 않는 별처럼

사랑이란 믿음으로

영원히 함께 하는 꿈

그사람 내가 될 수 있다면

다시 한 번 굳어버린 그대 맘을

영원의 따스함으로

감싸 안을 꺼야

현실의 벽에 부딪혀

시려오는 가슴이라도

흘러내린 눈물의 끝에는

흐려져가던 빛 줄기가

어둠 속을 환하게 비추고

이 시간에 스며들어

숨이 멎을 벅찬 가슴에

뜨거운 체온을

서로 느낄수 있어

누구라도 안고 있는

상처와 깊은 한숨들

끌어안아 줄 수 있는

그 공간을 찾고 있어

나 단 한 사람 그대에게만

속삭이는 설레임에

눈이 부신 그 날의 세상이 되어

곁에 있을 테니

세상 끝에 홀로 my heart

남겨졌다고 혼자였다고

아주 오래도록

내가 지켜낼 사랑이니까

어두워진 밤하늘을

떠나지 않는 별처럼

사랑이란 믿음으로

영원히 함께 하는 꿈

그사람 내가 될 수 있다면

다시 한 번 굳어버린 그대 맘을

영원의 따스함으로

감싸 안을 꺼야

Money

Shopping with family today. Ahh...if i meet a genie now, WOW!

“Whoever said money can't buy happiness simply didn't know where to go shopping.”

Genie : 소원을 말해봐!

Me : Give me 3 more wishes! And..i seriously need money!

*Desperate nya aku!! >.<>

MONEY!

钱!

DUIT!

お金!

돈!

dinheiro!

Money = A current medium of exchange in the form of coins and banknotes; coins and banknotes

Trust me, money sometimes can be scary.

“So you think that money is the root of all evil. Have you ever asked what is the root of all money?”

Aigoo...there were tonnes in my wish lists. I saw lots of stuff but I can't buy. How torturing was that!!??!!

Ha! But I'm going KL with Broon on the 8th and I'll shop again. How happy??!! LOL..the excitement in me is shooting up! Imagine, my life during holidays was like a bird. Living in a cage. Friends studying. I'm rotting.

Finally on the 8th, taddaaaaaa~~~~ fly!!!!

못해

이제는 밥을 먹어도 눈물없이는 삼키지 못해
억지로 먹고 먹어도 속이 늘 허전해
노랠 들어도 흥얼대지도 못해
영화를 봐도 내가 뭘 본 건지 기억 못해

밥도 잘 먹지 못해 니가 생각날까봐
니 생각에 체할까봐 니가 떠난 후로 오늘도 눈물로 하루를 먹고 살아
버스도 타지 못해 누가 날 욕할까봐
우는 날 놀려댈까봐 아무것도 못해 너 없인 나 혼자 살지 못해

이제는 술을 마셔도 눈물없이는 마시질 못해
아무리 병을 비워도 너만 더 생각해
살아서 뭐해 넌 내 곁에 없는데
혼자 뭘 어째 아무것도 할 수 없는 난데

밥도 잘 먹지못해 니가 생각날까봐
니 생각에 체할까봐 니가 떠난 후로 오늘도 눈물로 하루를 먹고 살아
버스도 타지 못해 누가 날 욕할까봐
우는 날 놀려댈까봐 아무것도 못해 너 없인 나 혼자 살지못 해

너 없이 웃는 것도 난 못해 너 없이 걷는 것도 난 못해
아무것도 아무것도 못해

내겐 니 사랑이 필요해
혼자 살아서 뭐해 니가 더 잘 알잖아
너 없인 나 안되잖아
너 밖에 몰라서 너 없인 밥조차 먹지 못하는 난데

차마 죽지도 못해 니가 돌아올까봐
언젠간 날 찾을까봐 아무것도 못해
오늘도 내일도 너만 원해

Silence, PLEASE!

External noises, you still can control..But internal noises kinda like driving you crazy isn't? Tell me what can I do? And..definitely you are not the person i'm gonnna share about my problem anymore. Well, my expectation too high or what? You don't know anything about me..whatever. It doesn't matter anymore.

Bet Trip @ Genting

Whenever we talked about trip, first place came into our mind was Genting. We had great great time there! Let the photos bring you the message. *Lazy to Type*

*wait till u die expression..at the lobby*

*went outdoor to feel the wind on our face*

*Starbuckie moment*

*time to sleep, but we didn't*

*next day-tummy filled with the foods on the table*

*jumping photo*

That's our trip. Location isn't important. But the people is!

House Attacked

My phone was buzzing.

"Hello?"

"We come to your house now!"

I was like "HAAaaa??!!!! No!!!" My house was 'kelam-kabut' , but blablabla.....*argue*

"Come at 2"

"No, now."

"NO, 1"

"No, 12."

"OK, alright. I ciao now."

And clean my house immediately after that.

Di-attacked, but i was happy!!!! And this was the result..

Bets YumCha@KFC

I gotta post something that happened recently first. I need some time to recall back. Nah, see..that's the result of laziness!

Picture does tell a story!!!

As you see, bets gathered = hurricane!

10 of us were there, and you'll wonder.."but i only can see 9"

Yeah..that's right. Not because of Ah Chee was taking photo but she went home early, before our craziness reached the peak! Must take next time! No one can go home early!!

Whenever I meet with the people above and the one who went back home early that day, my sotness level would be seriously high on that day! That's the power of betbet! Hahaha!!!

We got so much to catch up. Just try to imagine..even when last time in school, tuition, we'll talk non-stop. What will happen with these people never meet for months???

If there's a start, there's always an end. But I hope that our friendship doesn't ends!!

나

Tuesday, 24 August, 2010

11:19 PM

I took out my dairy book, I was going to jot down something that what had been going recently. I opened it, I got nothing to write! I guessed, LAZINESS. Its 24th, how time flies? Im going to Penang this weekend, end of the month. We'll go to MBTS, to ask about my studies. If you ask me, do you want to stay? I would say yes and no.

Results from MBTS...

I can actually apply for it. However, MBTS doesn't encourage me to enter cause the average age was 30. And mostly people were from China, Cambodia and so on. Think about it. If I enter, i'll need a psychiatric then.

So, part of the reason I didn't apply. Another way out is that I can take distance learning. Yeah, everyone was asking me:

"Do you still want to study?"

"Don't you want to study?"

"What's your plan?"

I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!

I have a plan for my life. Don't worry. All these questions can drive me crazy. So.... : )

Hillsong, Australia

We were be able to worship You, God. Peace is what you gives me..You do not gives as the world gives. I enjoyed so much the time we all were united to worship. Lord, continue to soften and touch our hearts so that we all will be able to worship you in our own church but not have to wait till any people come from other churches to lead us. Lord, I am so sorry that I choose not to come to you. I was the first who don’t care about you. Lord, please forgives me. For I am so foolish.

You always ask me to come back to you no matter what I did. You said: Come back. You belong to me. Your mercy and grace is immeasurable . You are so wonderful.

How great is our God.

How great is our God.

Let your name above all names

Lord I love you.

Words couldn’t express how much I love You Lord.

No one can understand me like you do..

You know all about me. There's one thing you can't do. That's let go of my hand and let me walk alone.

Even when im walking in a narrow way..but You'll lead me. You will be my light and straighten my path. You'll carry me through the hardest time of my life. Touch me..let me feel you more. I am hungry for your love. Fill me joy and heals me. You’re the one and only for me.

We went there the second day too . Can't really worship like the first day. But still, we had fun. But! They were throwing T shirts to us. We rushed in front and try to get one for ourselves but failed and played the last song of the night, " One Way"!

" One way! Jesus! You're the only One that I could live for!"

Word above was written after the UNITE & CONQUER Concert. First concert in my life. Different from other concert of course because you can have fun, on the other hand you can worship God! Isn't wonderful??

Comeback Stage!

어떻게 지내?

How's everyone? I think my blog wouldn't answer fine to me. Yes, i gotta admit that I'm a lazy blogger. And..I'm back today. I finally overcame my laziness and log in to blogger.com!

Its holidays. Even though its has been sometime..but its was first for me to say in my blog! Its always feels great sitting in front of my lappie, type about the past!

Well, i guess this is all I have to say for my comeback speech! There are more post awaiting me to update!. Ciao! ^^

A Place In The World

I dont know what I want so dont ask me

Cause Im still trying to figure out

Dont know what's down the road Im just walking

Trying to see through the rain coming down

Even though Im not the only one

Who feels like I do

Im alone on my own and that's all I know

I'll be strong I'll be wrong

But life goes on...

Maybe its true

Try to slow down and think what is right

What is most suitable for you

Dont rush..dont rush..

That's what I've been listening

I used to hate this word

Be what I am but not who I wanna be..

I cant promise that I wont struggle

To be frank

I need support

Let go the thing you want is not easy..

There's always something better out there waiting for you

For He knows what's the best for me.

Can I do that??

Rainbow

Can you see that?

You'll think.."Aiyo..never see rainbow before meh?" Haha

Its an unavoidable reaction, " Waa!! Rainbow ah!!" Right??

Nothing special about this post. Just saw rainbow these few days.

A sign of His covenant, the rainbow.

Its 30th of June. Last day, half of a year!! Time just flies~~ ^^

Another

I jumped off the bed and looked at the clock. The minute hand stroke 6 and hour hand 7.Ahh~~Good Morning! But I just wanna stick to my bed. Holidays isn't a good one for me cause i'll practice some "good" habits. Almost late! Rushed~

It feels so nice seeing everyone again. Two weeks. Another semester, a new start!

A new feeling too, i started to like my job more and more. Surprisingly, i suddenly love to teach. Maybe there's another way.

Off to Malacca

One, two, three.....just count and see how many days since last post?! Why i become like that? I used to be an efficient blogger! Laziness just strike me, no other reason!

What date is today? Its 20 June!! Time just flies. Tomorrow school reopens. I tell you people. There's a new disease, L-A-Z-Y!! OmGee, see? Just starting of my post, how many lazy you get?

Yes, I AM LAZY! Haha..stop my crap.

Title introduced you a little but of what my post gonna be. Off to Malacca, none other than to see my Sis and BABY! My sis gave birth to a baby boy, Kai Jun. This trip was kinda a new experienced cause my mum drove all the way to there! Don't look down on woman! Woman can makes you say " Woooo-man~"

Few days there, baby is the first. Shopping is unavoidable for female. Went to Jusco@Malacca. Big enough for us to walk until you don't even realize time is tick-tocking! And..this caught our attention. Its gonna be such a waste if you don't snap it!

*XinYee,playing with my shades*

*HuiYee, the one keep on shouting, must pinch her face*

*Chume, the sot and poser*

*Wow! Balloon Carnival*

*Lobster on the wall?*

After snapping, taa-daa!! Here we go!!

Came back home on 18 together with my Sis and her 3 lil kids. My home is now very noisy!! Never forget to thank God for our safety trip~ <3

The Climb

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice in my head saying

You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but I

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes they knock me down but

No, I'm no breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember

Just got to keep going

And I

I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on cause

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb.

A Project

This was a long time ago. Seems like my blog doesnt tell much about what I was doing recently.

Its a Friday, i taught them to do some Art work. ^^

*Loon, my helper!*

*Chume,concentrating. Derek's car, tsk tsk*

*Derek, hmmn...working hard*

*Desmond, show off..LOL!*

*J.Yang, busying*

Not much to say, pictures brought you the message.

KL-Day 2

All i that i can say that is this day was the worst day ever.

We woke up early in the morning. Prepared ourselves to enjoy the day we waited for many thousand of years.

Reached Times Square before all the shops were opened. Lazing around while waiting for Chaki to have breakfast together. After meeting up with her, we actually decided to go Shabu Shabu, but we couldnt find it. Ok, settled down at Old Town. Whatever la, just to fill our stomach. Our main point was not to eat, but to shop.

Yummy~ there it is. Shabu Shabu!! Erghh..ok. Never mind, next time.

Started to shop shop shop...BUT

Almost entered every shop but not a piece of cloth that caught our attention! What was happening??!!

We even went to Sungei Wang to see whether we can buy anything or not. As a result, still the same. The money we spent was on the food and drinks. How sad?!!

The worst thing that happened that day was we were cheated. Our rm20 just gone like that. 20x3=6o.

We were on the way back to Times Square. There were 2 guys and a girl stopped us. We didn't bother them, but they just bugged us. Told us they were students. Something about SK?! Damn it!! Said this and that. Praised us, just to get to get few RM? Oh God!

Dumbass! Go earn it, dont cheat. If you tell the truth, just take that rm20. But you guys are not. You said all those F words that i doesn't wish to come out from ur bloody smelly mouth!!

However, don't just look at the bad things that happened. I had fun with Broon and Chaki! Haha..its good to spend some time together. Let's have fun again! rm20 bought a lesson...at least make us wiser! ^^

KL, Day 1

Finally im here at Broon's hostel. Okay..the train story was unavoidable!!

Broon came to fetch me around 12.Mum still havent came back from Ipoh cause she brought Ah Po to hospital for check up. Left two little kids at home! Luckily nothing happens!! God bless~

Went to her house, chat for awhile and wait for the time to pass. We were eagerly waiting for our long-hoping-planned trip to KL! Mum called me saying that she was back. So she fetched us to train station.

Train delayed around 15 minutes. That's usual thing la. Acceptable. While we were in the train just talked and captured a few photos.Suddenly, the air-cond was off! No electricity. Just after two station away from Kampar.

Eww..stopped there for 15 minutes again to charge electricity?!! Funny huh! We guessed that's the reason the train was delayed before we got into the train.

Its on again. *Kloongg-kloongg-klooonnggg*

Oopss! The air cond was off again! This time they didnt stop to charge. Just continues to travel without air-cond. Come on, lets exercise our brain. So many people in a box, no air sure die la. Almost suffocated!

Mean time we watched horror movie to kill time. Horror movie but you can hear laughter from us! LOL!! Just two station before reaching KL Central, the air-cond was on again. Cheh! For what??!!

Took bus, waited for some time. Finally..but we were sweating like nobody business. Reached dunno what-called place, missed the bus back to Broon's hostel. Went to take dinner at the nearby restaurant.

After feeding our stomach, started the journey back to Broon's hostel. And finally...

IM THERE NOW!!

Gossip Tank

My phone buzzed! "1 New Message"

Foong called for bets meeting. Wee~ only a few of us because some of them gotta go to school. Started Form 6 ady.

8.30pm Broon came and fetched me then Chaki. We went to Fire Zone. As we reached there, Big Bet-Jho and third bet-Chee were there. Sorry we were late!

Our mouth just couldn't stop whenever we meet each other. How amazing is our friendship? Meeting up with them, brought back all the memories we created in school. The times we gathered around me or Kong's place to chat. Laughters that covered all the corners!

Just only 2 hours couldn't fulfill our satisfaction! Months and days we didn't meet each other like back in school time. Yum cha only can filled up 0.001% of our chatting tank! Isn't?!! Chee and Jho went back earlier.

Me, Foong and Chaki continued to chat. We were complaining how yucky that we couldn't go to KL last week cause the train tickets were all sold off! Chat chat chat...let's go this week!!! *Means today*

Foong brought the tickets cause i have to work. I wanted to go KL for shopping badly. I wanted to capture tonnes of photos with my bets.Chaki will meet us tomorrow cause she gotta attend a dinner tonight. Weeeee~~ our plan worked!

Well, its today!!! Will be off at 1.00pm. For the bets that couldnt join us, next time okay?!!

Ciao~ ^^v

Shock

Finally settled down everything that has been bugging me recently. My grandma requested to send her to nursing home as everyone has to work. My aunts came back from England for two weeks. They just left on the 28th of April.

Last Saturday was Hui Yee's birthday.Mum, Aunt Yam and Xin Yee went to Malacca to celebrate her very first birthday. So me and Aunt Chin looked after AhPo.

I was cleaning the house until 3pm. That's was a great chance for cleaning cause nobody was around to disturb me. My phone buzzed. Lum called me said that AhPo was looking for me. After cleaning myself, packed all the things i needed as i have to sleep there for a night and went to AhPo's house. That's the time i lost my clip that Jho gave me as my birthday present! Hmph!!

When i reached there, she was sleeping. Then i unpacked all my things and.."Ooh!! I forget to on the light!" *My mum ordered before leaving*

Walked back, scanned the road but still can't find it. On the light, walked back again. Back to AhPo's house, looked at the phone. One missed call.-FoongMei!!!

Called her back, and she came to find me. She went to AhPo's house to fetch me and back to my house AGAIN!!! Have a great chat with her. Sharing her college life and our usual talk! Around 4 or 5 something, no electricity. Such obstacle cant stop our mouth. Chatted until 6.30pm, she went back to have dinner. That's the last stop of going in and out of my house.LOL! Crap!

Ok, nothing to do. No electricity= no TV = no entertainment. Aunt Chin was using laptop. The only appliance that was functioning was my phone!!

Camwhoring time! *Just ignore the yuckiness* LOL..nothing to do ma!

Dinner time, AhPo doesn't wanna eat rice. Decided to buy her some porridge. Well the most interesting part, nobody was around. A car parked nicely but a driver with license-but-never-drive. Ok, i have to admit that i hate manual car.

However, God blessed me for sure! Grandpa was back!! He sat beside me cause i said i wanna try. In the end, I was driving all the way till the road before the slope down to the main road.

No electricity, no traffic light! I DONT DARE!!

Whole Kampar was out of electricity. Went to market to buy porridge. Darkness everywhere, yeah with tiny little light from the candles.

Ok settled dinner. Taadaa~~ lights!!

Bla bla bla...PIG TIME!

***

"Ah Chin! Ah Chin!!"

Ahhh!! Jumped off the bed, its AhPo. Aunt Chin and me ran down. And what we saw??!!

AhPo was sitting on the chair! *Shocked*

Erm..since she fell down. She need people to support her when she walk. But she was sitting on the chair? Walked out from her room?

I don't know how to put in words. But definitely gave me and Aunt Chin a shocked.

-Do-Re-Mi-Fa-So-La-Ti-Do-

Back to sleep.

What a horrendous day.

18th Birthday!

Birthday means the anniversary of the day on which you were born. Birthday ain't a very special day for me. Just a day like usual. Maybe just a remembrance of the day of the legend was born. Ha! Sounds cool huh? I say like this doesnt mean that i wanna act cool or what. Should i say that i wont hope to celebrate my birthday like others? Maybe...when im 21!!

However, i have some wonderful friends who gave me surprises every year! On the 7th, from midnight i received wishes from everybody till the end of the day. Well, i didnt planned to celebrate. My grandma was one of my reason. Secondly, i doesnt need to have the whole world to wish me.

Birthday presents? If the one who wishes you wholeheartedly,the word "Happy Birthday" is far more better than presents right? I didnt say that i dont like present! LOL!

How was my birthday-day started?

Started off with a super long chat on the phone with my Onni, Joey on the 6th till the 7th! Sharp 12, she sang me a birthday song! Sweet~~ ^^

Working day. Like usual. The routine.

"Tea-time!!"

Everyone line up to wash their hands and enjoy our breakfast. After i ate my breakfast, back to my place. There's a love-shaped-cut-paper-note sticked on my table.

' Happy Birthday, open your drawer! You must think that i forgot your birthday?'

Debby was trying to surprise my by acting as if she doesnt remember my birthday. Haha..but my senses kinda keen one!

Noon...

Wing asked " Why you look gloomy today?"

I replied, " I'm always like that". He was trying to say that i looked gloomy cause' i thought that everyone doesnt remember my birthday, i guessed. As i know, Agape boys who know when my birthday are Wing, Eugene, Chuen Kiat only. So..his assumption was wrong!

After Debby back from her music class, she threw a note to they all. Written in chinese but i can barely understand what she wrote! I asked Wing to have a look at the paper. He just gave me cause they knew that i don't know chinese.

' .....surprise....'

In my mind *something's gonna happen.* I read it. They were shocked cause i read the word 'surprise'.

Wing action was kinda funny. He was having a test. The date written 7th April. Then he showed me. I was like.. " What?! Anything special?" Haha..so cold hor? He was..cheh-sien-jor expression.

After counting his marks..when i was about to write his marks on the space provided, i just noticed that the space was written "Happy Bithday". I smiled, "Thanks"

10 minutes before the class ends..

Aunty Becky said, "OK! Can keep your things. Let's end earlier today."

Chuen Kiat and Wei Run went behind to the kitchen and Ah Lam was asked to pray longer.

".....and today, there are a lot of people who born on this date..we asked that Lord, You'll blessed them.....Amen."

When i opened my eyes, Debby holding a cake, Wei Run singing, Chuen Kiat helping Debby out..

"Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you~~"

"Ah..ah..thanks!"

Blowing out candles, eating the cake. Just a simple celebration but created a warm moment for me.Even though i knew there's gonna be a surprise!Hahaha... I knew that the word "Thanks" cant expressed how much i appreciated everything they've done for me.

But still...THANKS!

A Day With Grandma

Its Good Friday. Holiday. Its carries a meaning. How was my Good Friday?
Grandma discharged from the hospital yesterday. Back to her "banglo".

When i first put my foot into her banglo, the feeling was...Awww~ dirty! I was cleaning the banglo from morning till noon. The house was really dirty. The customer living in this banglo..not a word be able to describe!

Grandma's condition was not that good. Her blood pressure was going up and down. The reason still not able to figure out. Probably her mind. Think this and that.

I told her the story of the Footprint. "During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, that's when i was carrying you."

But i have a word to the customer too... *in my heart la*

The father of a righteous man has great joy, he who has a wise son delights in him. May your father and mother be glad; may she who gave you birth rejoice! My son, give me your heart and let your eyes keep to my ways. (Proverbs 23:24-26)

Old Lady

There's an old lady. She has 5 children. All of them have their own life. She's living with her son's family. Every morning, you'll see her sitting on her sofa waiting for her daughter to bring her breakfast. Everyone is busy with their own stuff. Leaving her all alone in the house. The house ain't a banglo but for her it is. Being alone for all day long, in an empty house.

You can't see her bright smile in usual days. Special days when everybody set aside their stuff, and gather in her banglo, her smile can be as sweet as a crocodile's. Another happy moment is when all her grandson, grandaughter and greatgrandaughter holding her hands to support her to her sofa.

How simple is her wish? Just a simple act, you can make her smile. Isn't it worth?

27 March

She fell down. Her right shoulder, bone fractured.Her face and her lips wounded.Her son's did not know that. Until there was a passerby saw her asking for help. The passerby informed the neighbor and the neighbor told her son.

Hospitalized. Her elder daughter took care of her everyday. Accompanied her from morning till night. Everyone visit her all the time.Seeing her..lying on the bed. Her eyes filled with tears. You be able to sense that she's in pain. She didnt say out loud.

Today, she discharged from the hospital. She'll still have to endure few more months until her right hand fully recover. Everyone please pay more attention to her. Especially the one.

Craziness

I'm awake!! I'm totally awake before the break of dawn. Even before the sun rises with scorching heat. Seems to be very proud but im not...cause i just took a nap after chatting with my dear lovely sis, Joey until 3am!!

Ok!

Consider it pure joy, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance.Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking in anything. If any of us lacks wisdom, we should ask Him, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be all given to us.

I know how to differentiate. What can you do when you know something "no" but your heart says "yes".

Then it says again...

Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and after looking himself, goes away immediately forgets what he looks like.But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it-he will be blessed in what he does.

What can i do??

Once In A While

Oh! Its been some time since i abandoned my blog again.

What is the reason can bring me back to blogging?

The power of my betss!

By the way, still Lunar New Year, lin chor 6. We finally be able to put away everything and meet up with each other. Erm...maybe just me. I miss everything we've done in school last year. Time will never ever goes anticlockwise.

I know that just the few hours isn't enough for us to keep ourselves updated with each and everyone's news. The relationship we have isn't that simple. I just wanna let you all know that i really treasure our relationship a lot! Love you, bets...

2010

So what its 2010?!

Starting of 2010 isn't that good already. Its really hurts! Even my heart, then what do you think about hers? I don't her to be like us! Why?!

Its the same. The thing i afraid the most.