School Life of 2009

Just a overall conclusion made you think back what you've done. The year 2009, the year we left school, for me wearing blazer and my uniform, we all went our own ways. I couldnt express my feelings in words. Maybe some photos may help.

ComeBack

Its been some time. Finally I be able to bring myself to click, log in to blogger. This gonna be a really really long post. I have a lot to save down. Definitely, about my school life-the end. Everything seems just happened yesterday. I finished exam on the 8th December 2009. Everyone was hoping for it. Im the one too.

Yes, finished exam means i can throw away all my books and my worries of the year. Another meaning of end of exam is everyone went their own ways. "In the end, we said our goodbyes and went our sepate ways....." One of the questions for English paper. I chose this. Im not going to elaborate what i wrote cause its annoying.

My secondary school life was extremely fun. Form 1 to form 5, the years i enjoyed the most is form 4 and 5. We took tonnes of pictures. The memories are too much for a price. I'll just write something about form 4 and 5.

Starting the year 2008, a new uniform. Not wearing "apron" anymore. Prefect, blazer. We did a lot of things. For example, trip to Genting, Science Exhibition, Hari Keusahawanan, Media Maklumat Competition and so on. Flashing back, i was like "Wow, i did tonnes in the year 2008"

Genting Trip, we really enjoyed ourself very much. We took tonnes of photos which we can use for a whole year. Especially, at Starbucks!

Science Exhibition gave me a oppurtunity to be a doctor! I was be able to operate my patient.

Even though now i really cant remember which one happened first or later ( I have a bad memory ), im just trying my best to vomit out what's in my mind right now.

Hari Keusahawanan! Our class 4Sc1 grabbed the first place as the best seller!! We sold ice-blended! Haha, all i know is chaotic moment!

Oh ya!! Something exhibiton like 3R or related to environment. Well, i couldnt say that i took part in it or i should say i played my role as a supporter! Haha..what a good excuse.

My competition. Media Maklumat with my fellow friends or my bets! Lychee, Jho, Broon and Me.We were able to fight till peringkat negeri. Then, ha! Bye bye. Anyway, experience. Failure is a part of life.

Erm, lets make it an end for 2008.

Yay!

Hooray!!

Just as previous post said, i went for driving test AGAIN. Hohoho~

Just like before, started my journey around 8. Uncle David came to fetch me. Talked along the way to Sektow. Short speech again, luckily Broon and YB took the test also. Both of them class D4. And i'm D2 = ulangan naik bukit and parking.

Waited quite some time. Usually ulangan first, but Sesi 1 started first. Imagine how hard i was waiting there, my heart was beating fast like nobody business! Hard to breathe. Finally the last one of Sesi 1 ended. Now, the ulangans turn. Im the sixth. Raining, cold.

"Nombor 6"

Adjust the seat, safety belt and GO! Yea, i passed "naik bukit"

Next, parking. Which is the one i failed last time.

My heart was jumping so fast, "lubb-dubb". Without a stethoscope also can hear my heart's beating sound!!

Broon and YB were there waiting with me. Just think how long i waited until both of them came back from driving on the road of Tambun?

Aaaahhh!! My turn. From starting, i just wished i get the second parking lot. I got phobia of the first lot, cause i knocked the pole last time. Luckily, thank God i really get the second lot. And PASSED!!! Taadaaa!!!!

Oh ya! Forgot about the PJP people. My first time, all of them were so scary. This time better. When i handed my form to the JPJ in charge of the parking one, both of them were nice. A female and a male.The male asked me to sit down and sign. He asked me : Giang ah?"

P/s : They are Malay. I mean they can speak Cantonese.

I answered "HOU GIANG AH" . Re-test for section D2 have to pay RM100!! Which you only drive for about 5 minutes?

Ok back to the moment i out from the parking lot! Happiness just flooded in me. I pressed the "minyak" strongly! Gave it to the next one. Waahaha!! My mouth opened as big as a crocodile's.

Conclusion, i accept the fact that i failed and passed on the second time. The last time to Sektow!

I GOT MY LICENSE!!!

Driving Test, AGAIN

Oh ya! I failed my driving test. Failed parking. Anyway im going tomorrow, AGAIN. Hopefully i pass it.Please, tomorrow please be my last day going to Sektow. Haiz..wish me good luck!

Last Lesson

Last day of my driving lessons, hopefully.

Oh, Im kinda worry for tomorrow don't know why. PASS is all i want!

Virus!!

You told me " Did you back up your things in your hardrive ?"

Oh thats funny enough! Yea i do. My back up things WAS in my hardrive! Ok, attacked by virus? Don't you take care of other people's properties?

My photos, everything is GONE!!!! Oh my~ Arghh!!!!

I wanna shout as loud as i could. I don't care whether i'll lost my voice or what. Oh hell!!!! Damn, i feel like crying!!!!!!

Not your thing so you don't care about it right? Aha!!! Good. I realized, violence is part of life!!! You thought me a great lesson.!!!

My memories~ help help help. I can't breathe now!

Three-17

Yea why three-17?

Deepavali/Diwali on 17th of October, Jusween's and Anil's birthday and another one, oops i forgot!

LOL, we visited Jusween's, Anil's and Buvana's place ( Me and Chaki didnt join )

Yaya..it been a few years we visited to Anil's house. Erm, the reason i emphasize on Anil's place is we will naturally spent more time there. Watching Hindi MV ( if im not wrong ) , eating the mutton which cant satisfied me even i ate a lot.

Oh, it remind me again! Last year, dont know we will spend together next year, next next year and the next next next next next year??!!

Truancy

Truancy tops list of misdemeanours by our students. Almost every day, students are caught playing truancy. Although it is not a serious problem, it must be nipped in the bud.

You know what? We did it today! LOL!

After Add Math class will be EST. We don't have EST teacher so actually we can go home. Well, Mr Hanif took the class which means we have to stay till 2.30pm.

The evil side of us arise!! Haha..here it goes

Once the bell rang " dlang~~ "

All of us, "ah~ go go go!"

Zan Asri just on his way back to the office.He was going down the stairs. He was shocked see all of us running. Im the first running out.

He asked me " Kenapa lari? Pergi mana?"

"Balik rumah. Mak sedang tunggu."

"Pergi mana? "

"Mak kena pergi Ipoh" , and i just ran away. Kong just behind me.

He asked Kong " Pergi mana? Balik ke? "

Kong replied " Ya, saya ikut dia *me* balik. "

"Pergi Ipoh? "

"Bukan, mak dia bawa saya balik rumah."

Jho's turn , she said " Saya ikut dia. "*Kong*

Lychee's, "Saya ikut dia" *Jho*

The funniest part! Zan talked to himself "Mereka main saya la" , laughing to himself!!!

We all reached home safely!! Waahahaha..enjoyed!!

Driving Lesson II

First driving lesson on last Saturday, Driving Lesson I.

Just as yesterday said, skipped school today for driving lesson. Fetched Chaki. Then headed to Uncle David's place.

Reached there, Chaki drived first and i just waited at the canteen of Sektow. Before that, Mum bought me two "bau babi" which is actually "char siew bau". LOL! *our language*

My tummy hitting so hard whenever the smell of the bau babi entered my nostril. Aww~ i cant stand anymore. But i know isnt good the eat in front of the people so i decided to eat under the big tree not far away from the canteen.

A girl sitting under that tree. In my mind, its ok to sit there right? Aha!! As i got closer, the girl was Ah Yeip. Unexpected! We didnt planned to go together. Both of us were so shocked!Talked for an hour. Hope can solve it.

An hour later, my turn. Yea~

Drive out to the town of Tambun. Drived C and A road. Hmmn, how should i explain my experience here. Tonnes of thoughts in my mind right now. Erm, i drive kinda fast. Restarted the engine for a few times. Back to the pusat latihan, Chaki's turn again. Waited there for an hour again. Yeip finally her chance to drive, which means she waited there for 2 hours! Cham cham, tsk tsk.

Ok, second hour. Practiced parking and "up hill" . After half an hour driving accompanied by Uncle David, he let me drive alone. Whoosh~ enjoyed so much. Oh ya, as i practiced parking, a boy laughed at me. What so funny huh? Im a new learner! Dont care.

Keep it up. Hope can get my license before SPM. ^^

So and So

I tried to open my eyes. My eyes formed a line and i saw some light. Not blind-ing light but soft. Applied some force again, i opened my eyes. I just realized that, it was already today. I tried to overcome the magnetic force in my bed, i walked out from my room. Look at the clock, it was already 10.30am.

I look around the house, the were already went to school, means i played truant today. Thinking back what i did this very early in the morning or midnight. I was reading "eclipse" by Stephenie Meyer. I was crazy enough to finish the novel until 3.30am. Im so satisfied!! ^^v

And now, i just finished my house chores which i will do automatically without order. A wierd habit of mine. Who will like to do all this things? But i'm definitely not a good girl as i pictured. No one gonna do, then i'll do it.

I wonder what happened in the school now. I'm not going to school tomorrow for driving lesson. Dealing with car nowadays. I want to take the test and end it! No more worries for this anymore, only concentrate in SPM.

Its time. Ciao~

Class-T

Raining very heavy today early in the morning. Doesnt feel like going to school, bed stick to the bed and enjoy this wonderful weather.

I went to school anyway. I stepped in my class, all my chums were already there doing our usual chores ~ chit-chatting! ^^

There's a reason why i go to school. Yes, why??

Cause im waiting for our class T-shirt.

OK, SERIOUS!

I don't like it. There are a lot of changes in our T-shirt compare to our previous design. And sure everyone doesn't like it. Everyone voice out their grouses. Noise everywhere, trying their own T-shirt.

WHY? How much is the T-shirt?

RM 40! Isnt it funny? What makes the T-shirt so expensive?

We all are not born with a silver spoon. Ok, don't talk about money. But the T doesnt worth that much. Haiz..alright. Enough for me. There's no way of turning back. I really can complain for the whole day! ok OK OK!! I should stop.

LET IT BE!

Anyway, we had been frolicking the whole day! Appreciate every moment spent with my dear bets. But the fact is, it wont be a day if we did not play and enjoy every second, minute and hour we spend.

SPM is just knocking our doors, is time to immerse ourself with books! *A little advice for myself*

Crap

Seriously, i dont know what article of this gonna be. I studied during the noon.

Watched movie.

Just now, i got a lots of thought run through my mind but now...its all gone! I guess i gotta go study now... =.=

Shoot it!

Xin Yee

Happy Birthday, XinYee!!

She's officially 3 years old. Just bought her a bear. Even though is not something very special, but i wish it could be a companion to her when she sleeps. * Sweet*

Erherm, as your aunt, Live your life well!! Haha, this lil' girl, never call me "aunt", she just called me "Ah FI" . Haha..but i like it!

Love this girl very much!!

GB Farewell

OK! How should i start?

Yesterday morning, AGM. Afternoon at 3 o' clock, when to Kong's house as planned. Bring curler, made something different from usual. Yesterday was wonderful, having such a great time with my dear bets.

Sorry that i couldn't say that i enjoyed the time in GB in these three years. I still remember that in an article i say that, our year should be "Zaman Renaissance". Sorry i couldn't do this. I shouldn't say too much here, just in case!

Back to the plan! Jhoyee came to join us at 4 o'clock. Curled our hair, put on mascara and high heels!

6.30pm, to the steamboat and bbq shop. Filled our stomach with lots of food there. Jusween joined us there. After that, yum cha! Island Red, here we go!

Jokes, crappy stuff and camwhoring, laughter of us filled the every corner of Island Red. I think we created noise pollution! Hahaha..Photos!

Love.

End of Trial

Finally i finished my trial exam. Everyone too. Today consider the last day, actully i still left a papar, ART. But i won't let such a wonderful subject to become one of my hassles. Well, finished trial doesn't mean finish Form5. Finished trial today but not as happy as yesterday.

I just started to do my revision because of trial exam. Seriously, i really didn't do very well for my every subject. Today's paper, Chemistry. Killed me. Every science subject paper 3 i'll just become a scientist create my own experiment.

What the heck?! Are you going to do like this in SPM? Everything just flush in my brain when i can't answer the questions. What i did for last year? Just around one and half month left will be our SPM.

Liang Boy, just finished his paper in 20 minutes, I finished too! Because i don't know how to do!

Shame on me! *Sigh*

Well, work hard! Can't stop doing revision and study study and study.

How?

Ohh~ Its just 1 more day will be my hell Trial exams.

Yesterday, didnt study at all cause my mum's chan ka came. You know, house cleaning, communicate with one another. Bye a day-24 hours.They only be going back tomorrow.

I still have to study. There's really been a long time i neglected my blog. I would like to keep my blog updated. But...

My 2nd sister came back from Singapore. Still in front of the computer for a whole day. Not a chance for me. Ok ok, its ok. Im not expressing my frustration or what. There will be time for me!

Hahaha..Just see what gonna happen after trial. Hmmn, I don't feel nervous or scare. Cause i prepared.

Prepared to what? To face the exam?

Oh definitely no. Prepared to die.

Well, im try not to let it die. Pray! Ohh......i hate exams!

Trial, Trial and TRIAL!!

Moving Forward

Whatever happens, good or bad, we still have to move forward. Don't look back to the past. Its just something easy to learn. But do everyone can really do this? Me? I can say i'm trying.

Joey, she sent me a message today. I love it a lot! Her little advice for me.

Well, being your friend and sister
I've some advice for you
You've to learn 2 things now
1st, if you're in stress
don't deny it
you must face the fact that you're stressing
and if you don't realize it when people ask you
then you take some time and think
see if you really stressed
so don't be in a denial mode
it wont solve problem

2nd, don't be shaken easily
being young like us
we tend to affected easily by our family and friends
but through my experience
i learn that its not worth it learning the hard way
so we gotta believe solely on HIM
pray hard every time your little hard jumps like crazy
Believe HIM.

And so
i really hope you'll be a big girl and be happy.
Sometimes your face too sour la..scary!!
LOL!!

I actually don't like my sour face too. Haha..nobody will like it! Its just that i can't open my mouth. Usually i don't like post my message, but its some kind of advice i would like to share with everyone. Someone, facing the same things with me, i think we can use this together. Haha..

Thx sis!!

Muacks~

What You Are

Hallelujah! Joey got the scholarship! LOL! I felt happy too. Not only me, but everyone. A living testimony. 

Be what you are, not who you are. 

I started to learn this words. Meaningful! Strengthening words.

Well, i felt proud to say. I started studying but the information seems can't reach my brain. But at least I do made a step, prepare for TRIAL!

Woohoo~ feeling the pressure. T.R.I.A.L.

Emo

I just so ng syok today. No reason! Just no mood. Everything seems so annoying.
Damn! I feeling like crying.

Computerman

Mr. Computerman,

He said he will come today, but he called again : Sorry, im not free. I'll come tomorrow.
This is the second time la man. Well, im not angry or what. Because he's not free, i can online today. Haha!!

Pros and cons.
I can online after tuition for all day long. Today school dismiss earlier so i went home earlier. Lunch, done my housework, bath. Take a nap before to Add Math tuition, then Art.

Oh ya. Today, Zan scolded me. Joey, went to school to sign for her stuff. She was in the office, Zan signing her stuff. Then, i chat with her for awhile.

Waa, then the Zan saw me. He said : Kenapa semalam tak ada datang sekolah?

I said :Sakit!

He: Jangan tipu saya.

I said: Er..semalam mak "not free". Tak boleh bawa saya balik rumah lepas sekolah.

He asked : Pergi Ipoh interview kah?

I said :"Tak ada lah. " And i just ran away!

To save my life! Haha

Freely

Yesterday, had been online for the whole day. Yoube-ing. Doing nothing. Even there's nothing more to see, but i still insisted to search something to watch. The little weird habit of mine. Trial is just around the corner, or just a blink of eye is September. But I still havent do my revision.

Wake up!!

Night,
Went to Tesco which is just located opposite of my house with my mum and of course two kids.Haha..i think my mum don't really like to go shopping with me. I will always complain that my hair will absorb the Tesco's smell, here and that. Hahaa..So just around 8+ went home. Watching TV again.

9.30pm
I ONLINE AGAIN.
Alex nudge me. Chat, he asked me to go out and chit chat. Off we go then. We went to the basketball court. We talked a lot. He just live the same "jalan" with me. Hahaha!! He said he going back to school. A great news!! Good to listen ^^

Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla~~

1.30 am, August 3, 2009
He walked me home. Then, good night.

NOW,
I online again as i posting this article. YEah! Didn't go to school again.
Reason?
No, lazy.

But i have to study today. I MUST! And my computer gotta format, just because of the stupid webcam. Alright, have to. Before, my computer hospitalized, better i online for awhile. ^^v

Kerusi

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

BM week, Drama Komsas Competition Day. The great 5Sc1 took part too. They did Kerusi.

Srisegala -Jusween
Masayu- Wei
Putra - Liang Boy
Tuta I- Juin
Tuta II - Lee HY
Tuta III- Khoo Bee
Wira I- Vliam
Wira II- Sheety
Wira III- Fai Yan
Director - Lyecye

Erm, what should i say? Wira-wira did a great job! I was wondering, how bad our drama will be?
Tuesday, i didnt go to school again. Just listened that they did a practice on that day. The first practice. Wednesday, the competition day. Saw them pracrice.

WOW! The wira-wira memorized all their section of play! Very well. Haha..funny!
Today, annouced the winner, but we are not. Its ok. I don't know how to describe the feeling but its great. Just a word for them, cool!

Eeww~ think again. Its last day of July. Last year of mine with this fellow friends.

Insanity

Too much too say. Yesterday, went to Ipoh with Chaki. Bought a set of novel by Stephenie Meyer. Twilight, New Moon , Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.

Here's my box set of my very first collection of novel.

I cleaned up my sister's novels and placed my novels there. Hahaha..I Don't Care! I can say that this the first novel can make me hold a book more than 3 hours a day. Break record!!

Twilight

Isabella "Bella" Swan moves from sunny Phoenix, Arizona to rainy Forks, Washington to live with her father, Charlie, while her mother, Renée, travels with her new husband, Phil Dwyer, a minor league baseball player. Bella attracts much attention at her new school and is quickly befriended by several students. Much to her dismay, several boys compete for shy Bella's attention.
When Bella is seated next to Edward Cullen in class on her first day of school, Edward seems utterly repulsed by her. He disappears for a few days, but warms up to Bella upon his return; their newfound relationship reaches a climax when Bella is nearly run over by a fellow classmate's van in the school parking lot. Seemingly defying the laws of physics, Edward saves her life when he instantaneously appears next to her and stops the van with his bare hands.
Bella becomes hellbent on figuring out how Edward saved her life, and constantly pesters him with questions. After tricking a family friend, Jacob Black, into telling her local tribal legends, Bella concludes that Edward and his family are vampires who drink animal blood rather than human. Edward confesses that he initially avoided Bella because the scent of her blood was so desirable to him. Over time, Edward and Bella fall in love.
Their relationship is thrown into chaos when another vampire coven sweeps into Forks. James, a tracker vampire who is intrigued by the Cullens' relationship with a human, wants to hunt Bella for sport. The Cullens attempt to distract the tracker by splitting up Bella and Edward, and Bella is sent to hide in a hotel in Phoenix. There, Bella receives a phone call from James, who claims he is holding her mother captive. When Bella surrenders herself, James attacks her, but Edward, along with the other Cullens, rescues Bella and destroys James. Once they realize that James has bitten Bella's hand, Edward sucks the venom from her system before it can spread and transform her into a vampire, and she is then sent to a hospital. Upon returning to Forks, Bella and Edward attend their school prom and Bella expresses her desire to become a vampire, which Edward refuses.

New Moon

On Isabella "Bella" Swan's 18th birthday, Edward Cullen, the vampire she loves, and his family throw her a birthday party. While unwrapping a gift, she gets a paper cut, which causes Edward's adoptive brother, Jasper, to be overwhelmed by her blood's scent and attempt to kill Bella. To protect her, Edward decides to end their relationship, and the Cullens move away from Forks. This leaves Bella heart-broken.
In the months that follow, Bella learns that thrill-seeking activities, such as motorcycle riding, allow her to "hear" Edward's voice in her head. She also seeks comfort in her deepening friendship with Jacob Black, a cheerful companion who eases her pain over losing Edward. Bella discovers that Jacob is a werewolf. He and his fellow werewolves protect Bella from the vampires Laurent and Victoria, the latter of whom seeks revenge for her dead mate, James, whom the Cullens killed in Twilight.
Meanwhile, a series of miscommunications leads Edward to believe that Bella has killed herself. Distraught over her supposed suicide, Edward flees to Italy to provoke the Volturi, vampire royalty who are capable of killing him. Alice and Bella rush to Italy to save Edward, arriving just in time to stop him. Before leaving Italy, the Volturi tell Edward that Bella, a human who knows that vampires exist, must either be killed or transformed into a vampire. When they return to Forks, Edward tells Bella that he has always loved her and only left Forks to protect her. She forgives him, and the Cullens vote in favor of Bella being transformed into a vampire, to Edward's dismay. However, Edward gives Bella a choice: either she lets Carlisle change her after her graduation, or, if Bella agrees to marry him, he will change her himself

Eclipse

The story opens with the revelation that Seattle is being plagued by a string of unsolved murders, which Edward suspects is caused by a young vampire that is unable to control its thirst for human blood. As Edward and Bella apply to colleges, Bella explains to Edward her desire to see her werewolf friend, Jacob Black, again. Although Edward fears for her safety, Bella insists that neither Jacob nor his werewolf pack would ever harm her, and she begins visiting him occasionally. Meanwhile, Alice Cullen has a vision that Victoria, a vampire who is hunting Bella for revenge, has returned to Forks. A few days later, Bella wants to make love with Edward and Edward proposes to Bella and, despite having an aversion to marriage, she accepts.
Bella and the Cullens realize that the murders in Seattle are being committed by an "army" of newborn vampires, controlled by Victoria. The Cullens join forces with the werewolf pack to combat this threat. As everyone else prepares for battle, Edward, Bella, and Jacob camp up in the mountains, hidden during the battle, where they are later joined by Seth Clearwater, a young member of the werewolf pack, to wait out the fight.
In the morning, Jacob becomes upset when he overhears Edward and Bella discussing their engagement and threatens to join the fight and get himself killed. To stop him, Bella kisses Jacob and comes to realize that she also loves him. During the battle, Victoria tracks Edward's scent to where Bella is hidden in the woods, and Edward is forced to fight. After Victoria and her army are successfully destroyed, Bella explains to Jacob that while she loves him, her love for Edward is greater. After receiving a wedding invitation from Edward (even though Bella didn't want to send one, because she didn't want Jacob to feel obligated), Jacob runs away in his wolf form to escape his pain, angry at Bella's decision to become a vampire.

Breaking Dawn

Breaking Dawn is split into three separate "books", or parts. The first part details Bella's marriage and honeymoon with Edward, which they spend on a private island off the coast of Brazil. Edward grants Bella's wish and has sex with her. Days later, Bella realizes that she is pregnant and that her condition is progressing at an unnaturally accelerated rate. After contacting Carlisle, who confirms her pregnancy, she and Edward immediately return home to Forks, Washington. Edward, concerned for Bella's well-being and convinced that the fetus is a monster as it continues to develop with unnatural rapidity, urges her to have an abortion. However, Bella wants to keep the child and so she contacts Rosalie for support, knowing that Rosalie has always wanted children.
The second part of the novel is written from Jacob's point-of-view, and lasts throughout Bella's pregnancy and childbirth. The Quileute werewolf pack, not knowing what danger the unborn child may pose, make plans to destroy it, even though they must kill Bella to do so. Jacob vehemently protests this decision and leaves, forming his own pack with Leah and Seth Clearwater. Bella soon gives birth, but the baby breaks many of her bones and she loses massive amounts of blood. In order to save her life, Edward changes her into a vampire. Jacob, who was present for the birth, almost immediately "imprints"—an involuntary response in which a werewolf finds his soul mate—on Edward and Bella's newborn daughter, Renesmee.
The third section of Breaking Dawn shifts back to Bella's perspective, finding her changed into a vampire and enjoying her new life and abilities. However, the vampire Irina misidentifies Renesmee as an "immortal child", a child who has been turned into a vampire. Because "immortal children" are uncontrollable, creating them has been outlawed by the Volturi. After Irina presents her allegation to the Volturi, they plan to destroy Renesmee and the Cullens. In an attempt to save her, the Cullens gather vampires from around the world to stand as witnesses and prove to the Volturi that Renesmee is not an immortal child. Upon confronting the gathered Cullen allies and witnesses, the Volturi discover that they have been misinformed and immediately execute Irina for her mistake. However, they remain undecided on whether Renesmee should be viewed as a threat to vampires' secret existence. At that time, Alice and Jasper, who had left prior to the confrontation, return with Nahuel, a 150-year-old vampire-human crossbreed like Renesmee. He demonstrates that the crossbreeds pose no threat, and the Volturi leave. Bella, Edward and Renesmee return to their home in peace.

Facts About Me

I just going crazy with the Facebook's quiz. And I discovered a kinda real fact, according to my birth day or birth date.

Birth Day

Birth Month

Appreciate

You,

Learn to appreciate, fucking asshole. Don't simply just ask people to go away. Is she the one you can ask her to come and go away as you like? She is a human too. What is she to you?

Everyone is having a trying period too. Not only you, she also and everyone too. Hey fucking asshole, life is definitly not a bed of roses. Not she don't want, but she can't. Try to understand her. You're the one who made her become like this. Did she ever blame on you?

You're the one who created those fucking trouble. She work so hard for you. Do you know? I really want to know, what is she to you? Fucking asshole, you're not the first time made her sad, made me angry and mad!! Don't hurt her, please. Just learn to appreciate. Care her more. Learn to appreciate those women beside you.

Maybe you won't know im so mad about this now. But i think is the best thing and way to vent my anger out. Ya, my article is full of fucking words. So what?! Its just my crap. Im kinda temperamental taday. I just can't calm myself down. Whatever you scolded her, she listened intently with the patience of a saint. Don't treat her like a nonentity. She will never retaliate you back.

I told her to retaliate, but she just ignore me. Why? Because she really care about you. Oh, i guess i should control myself. I just stop here, prevent i say anything amiss. Last word again, learn to appreciate.

Someone

Someone,

You're one of a kind.
You can make me feel very happy and yet very sad too.
I am here to listen to your voice of grouses.
Trying to be close to you is very hard.
I can't understand you.

I am very glad to see you here.
Trying to talk to you.
Simply find brainless topic to....
What your response?
I thought your the one.

But is it someone do care?
I don't know.
You make me feel yes and yet no too.
Yes, im emo-ing.
Im stupid, i know.

Happiness, sadness..
We or only me,
Answering a simple question,
Its hard for me somtimes.
Im not very good in expressing my feeling.

My heart is numb now. Another rubbish post.

The Coconut Tree

Woke up kinda early in the morning compared to my usual day. Because of what? To tie coconut tree hair. Last Friday,we all got caught because of our hair style. Our fringe is so disgusting,one of the teacher said. Our fringe is disgusting, but your face even more! Even shorter than eyebrows consider long? LOL, that's funny.

We all are good students, no choice but tie up our hair like stupid ass. Coconut trees can be found anywhere, anytime.

Im kinda emo now. Just now better, now is complete different. I don't know why. Maybe PMS, PreMenstrual Syndrome. I can feel my tummy a bit ache-ing. Girls have to suffer every month for what? Well, menstruation pain not too close with me. Sometimes but bearable.

Crap again.

Anything

What should i post about first? I got a lot of things to post about.

Saturday, 11 June 2009
Received a message from Jho, our EST teacher, Pn. Jaswant Kaur passed away.I was so shock to see the message.It woke me up from my sleep.Seriously, she was not very close with our class, but she still our teacher. I did feel empty. Went to Ipoh tuition as usual. To and back. The routine. During the journey back to Kampar, in the bus, we met some nerds. They were disturbing us, but we just tried to ignore them.My feeling towards this kind of people, a word to describe, CHEAP!

Night, GB Anniversary. BBQ at church. 6.30 pm have to reach there.Guess what? We still can't BBQ at 8pm! When to third floor, the band room. The four of us, Me, Chaki, Betty and Jho sharing our secrets. I just love girl's talks. Gossip is another story, its different.I didn't eat at all. Around 9, Joey fetched me home, bathed and chill out!

Our Saturday's promise. We promise we will meet each other on Saturday night. At least one day of the week. Went to Station R to have my dinner and chit chat till 12 +. Went to West Lake then, another fantastic place for chatting and unwind yourself. Its raining that night. Can't sit there, but we did for awhile. Sitting under the crying sky, chatting, i love. In the car, camwhore for few minutes. Then 'long kai' , one of our habits. To Mambang Diawan, to Jeram actually but passed by, to Gopeng then back home. When i reached my home, i realized its already 2am.

This non-blood-related-sister of mine, well every moment we spent together is something i wanna treasure very much. No boundaries between us. We share whatever we want. The pyramid of friends you told me, luckily i'm not one of them because we are sisters! Love ya~

Should

Arghh!!! I hate this feeling!!!

My heart and mind is argueing whether is should enter this competition or not? Its really annoying. I understand the words " NO PAIN, NO GAIN"

Its completetly different with what i think. Where's my strength and courage? I just feel like giving up. But i should make a try. I should. I should, should and SHOULD.

Maybe this makes me learn more about life isn't it? There are obtacles we have to face everyday. But we should learn how to deal with it. I guess we should.

Just some words to encourage myself.

Life is..

Life is? A good question. Life definitely not a bed of roses.
If you ask me, how's your life?

Its just a crap. Doesn't have a good family like what others own.Its broken.
Sometimes, envious just filled in me. Seeing others with happy family.
But, all is a fact. Just have to accept it.

Friends,
I have 10 bet bets,
each with very special personality,love you all so much,
What i hope for?
Friends forever!

The question, I'll answer next time. With my idea and description. ^^

Just A Try

10-15 full scholarships are awarded to the top winners of the annual MIA Nationwide Art & Design Scholarship Competition(Open to Form 4 & Form 5 and SM 2& 3 students)

Its a great opportunity. Just a try, it doesnt hurt. Maybe my art cant feat with others, but just a try. ART is special and unique.

Satisfaction,
one by one,
every single line,
you created,
ART.

Everyone knows Art is a lie, but Art make us to know the truth.

Its July

Ohh, Its July!!

Time just flies. After project, now its time to study, do revision for SPM.
Please wake up. Its really July now. You really have to study! Get more As!
Worker harder on those subjects you're weak in.
Wake up. Most of the time, teachers keep on reminding us to study!
Form 4, I wasted.
Form 5, must work hard!

Babe! Go Go Go...

Its just some encouraging words for myself.

National Service

Ahhhh!!!!!! Everyone was checking whether their involve in the Nasional Service or not.

Everyone was sending their own particular to 15888 . Well well well~ im the lucky one.
I was so nervous when i received the message from 15888. Here it goes....

RM0.20 : PLKN : Maaf! 920407-08-**** tidak dipilih untul menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010. Terima kasih.

YahOoo!!! SO happy. 10 of the bet bets, out of 3 kena. Cham cham cham....Broon, Jho and Chaki.
Well..maybe they will learn something there.

Many of them, after going to Nasional Service, they said its fun and exciting. Yea! But I dont wish to. JUst imagine you're in the first badge. After SPM, spend around 8 to 10 days with your chums and you gotta go NS. How sad?!

For me, the reason i dont wanna go is I doesnt have the feeling to go. I need to work. I need to earn money for my futher my studies. Hmmn, but i guess i shouldnt be that happy first. Just if case there's any error. Touchwood* Touchwood*

First Driving Lesson

Woke up kinda early in the morning for L. Listen 3 hours and learn driving for 3 hours.
Im very very sleepy during the talk. Luckily there's Chaki with me, at least I have someone to chat for awhile.

Reached the driving time was extreme fun! I enjoy driving. Learn naik bukit, parking and of cause driving on the road. If you ask me what do you feel about driving a car? Erm, its like playing a toy but must be more becareful. Maybe I can say like this.

Anyway, I still got 10 more hours to go. Hwaiting!! ^^V

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Saturday, 27 June 2009

A very wonderful morning, everyone waiting at the bus station for air-cond bus. Yesterday was kinda special because Liang Boy took the bus with us. Around 11.15 still don't have air-cond bus except "ding ding" bus. We got no other choice, we just took it.Reached somewhere, came up a Western guy which is so HOT! *ShokShokShok*

Reached Olympia, What the..ths bus driver didnt stop the bus and just continued the journey after a woman entered the bus. The bus driver even scolded us : Mampus la!

Stupid fucking asshole! !@!#$%^&*!! We all already stood up when about to reach Olympia. The uncle sitting in front also told us that he didn's top the bus.Then, he stopped us at the terminal, when going down the bus, YB and Liang Boy : Sohai punya orang. Tak tahu pandu jangan pandu la.

Then he chased Liang Boy and they started quarrelling at the terminal. Everyone was looking at us.Actually i didnt hear what the driver said but i heard the amazing guys,
YB : DIAM
Chan Suk : Lu ada hentikah?! *extreme loud*

Went to the office to complain after that. Manager not around so called after 3.30pm.
Went to Parade, Kopitiam eat and decided to go back home. Everyone was tired and moodless.
Then we said : Hopefully not that fucking uncle again.

LOL! Who knows?! Really!! The bus....passed through...really him! Ball-less uncle! ABM 5943, we didnt enter the bus. Just shoo and go away and FUCK OFF! Such service, who wants?

Next time , we take bus..PLS not him again....

What a day?!

Night, Chicken's birthday celebration. Went to his house BBQ. Kinda happy. Everyone was here.

The 10 bet bets. Hahaha...enjoy the moments.After BBQ, Joey came and fetch me. Went to yum cha and West Lake chat till 1.30am. Fetch me home and goodnight. ^^ my 1st try....

L-O-V-E

L is for the way you Look at me

O is for the Only one I see

V is Very Very Extraordinary

E is Even more than anyone that you adore me

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart but please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

LOVE was made for me and you.

Sushi King

Yeah! We went to Sushi King to celebrate Lyche's birthday. Happy Birthday! One by one, each of one us is getting older!! Ahh~

Played truant again. At last I able to finish my 30x40 painting. Wiieewit!! Few more points to go and I can shout out loud : IM DONE!! Just wait and see.

Hmmn, today didn't much to vomit out. Oh ya..actually we tomorrow planned to watch " Drag Me To Hell" but..things doesn't goes like what we planned. I shouldnt say here but you know I know.

Let It Be.

Desperate

Playing truant today and tomorrow. I did planned! Haha..
Have to rush our Art Project. June is just gonna ends in a blink of an eye. After taking our results till 7-7-8-8 decided today and tomorrow absent for school and do our project at home. Our project can be said hard but not so hard, easy not so easy. * What Im talking* Or I should say time and "jing sun" are all we need.

When doing the project till the late night, really need someone to comfort you, asking you not to do till late night, some words I desperate for.LOL.

Let's learn a new word today, DESPERATE.
1. Having a lilte hope and ready to do anything without caring about the danger to yourself and others.
2. (of an action) tried when everything else has failed
3. in great need
4. extremely serious and dangerous

I guess im the 3rd, in great need. Hahaha...feeling empty sometimes. When you really need somebody by yourside, but there's no one. Nobody cares about you. Doesnt meant that my loving Mum dosent care about me. But i need someone else, not my family but my partner. During the Cameron trip, Mak-gok asked me: How many boyfriend you have or pak tor before?

Woah! That's shame to answer : IM STILL SINGLE!
Chums of mine, the ji-muis most of the time sitting together chat chat and chat. *Espeacially the single ones.* Why we dont have? 10 of us, 6 single and 4 paktor-ing or before. Kinda sad, 17 years of being single. God, can I DONT say that words? IM SINGLE! So dull. I just need someone to care about me beside my mum.

In great need now. Walk in interview now!! Haha..

Just my crap. Desperate...

Reopen

After two weeks of holidays, everyone becoming lazy and lazier. But who cares is holiday!!

Holiday = Holy Day ??

Even if it is, the word is not for Form 5 students. Form 5 students, agree?!

This holiday of mine, do nothing. Everyday, project project and project. My art project, when are you going to finish? I really wish I have more than two hands, a day not only 24 hours but more.

Woah!! Flashing back what I've done for this hoilday...Really nothing!
Only the two days one night trip to Cameron Highlands. Watching movie till the AM. Holding brush everyday. And my promise..continuous study after the exam! Haha..IMPOSSIBLE!

I still remember, during the exam, we the ji muis sit together chating about the promise above.
Chaki said : Let's swear " poison promise" ..dont have pak tor till the end of our life!
Me and Betty : I rather die if we swear!! LOL!

Its true. Sometimes just wondering..when is my "song" gonna start. Our Song by Taylor Swift recently addicted.

Oh ya! School reopen means results!! Oh SHIT! But I prepared to fail some subjects. I don't wanna say these words actually but I can't. Chemistry, Additional Mathematics, Physics are something i cannot understand no matter how hard i tried.

Just let it be. Haiz..just some craps before school reopen. Study hard!!!

Cameron Trip

Its been some time already huh! I still remember that I said that I'll keep post an article a day.
Yeah!! Before that mid term exams which is just a killing method. Art project, deadline just around the corner. Still some points to carry out.

Yaaa!!!!
Thats our trip of this year of us, THE FORM 5s. * There were some strangers also* Haha

We decided Cameron Highland to be this year destination of our trip. Or maybe just "farewell trip" for all of us.Most of my sweeties, didn't go. Just only me and Broon.

Started our journey around 7+ on June 10. Stayed in apartment. The beds are just fantastic. Rent 2 apartments. Everything is just going crazy as usual. Happily, enjoying every second, minute and hour.

Our dinner, BBQ. But failed. Im just too lazy to vomit it out here. Will be on my mind. ^^
BBQ, end up cooking in the kitchen. Hahahaa

The night, i said don't wanna sleep. Stay awake till the morning. I DID IT! All squeezed in one apartment.At first said wanna talk ghost stories, but end u with tonnes of jokes!! That's US!
During the midnight, we ( Me, Wei, Gai, Kat, Juin, Turtle, Hock, Vliam) went out yum cha around 3am+

Back to apartment, decided to sleep. But, I cant sleep, so i won't let them sleep too. ^^
Chat and chat till the breaks of dawn. With big eye bags, dummy looking, but we enjoyed it. Really really like our dummy faces!!

Check out around 12pm today, going down the mountain. Went to shop like shop, saw some machines which dolls inside. Vliam tried but failed!! Hahaha...enjoyed even wastes some money.
After that, went to dunno what place * i forgot the name* , we ate Chocolate Steamboat! Fantastic! Took some pictures but in Broon's camera.

They said, too early to end the trip then decided back to Ipoh, shopping and take our dinner there eating steamboat. That's our plan.

Things doesn't carried out as we planned. By the time, we wanna walk to the dinner location ( steamboat shop) Its Raining!!! Doomed...IN Jusco again.

Me, Broon and YB went in Kenny Rogers ate like crazy. Hard to describe. Ordered a family set.
One bird, side dishes, drinks. Crazy!!!!! All of us were so full, till we can't really open our mouth to talk.

Back to our place, Kampar around 9+....
Thats the end of our trip. I really feel that the time we spend together is not enough for each and every one of us. Just hope we still have the opportunity, go to trip, play, laugh hard, chat till morning.

Do we still have the opportunity?

Hard Time

Gosh!

Kinda emo these days. Stress! Art project, Mr. Chang asked us to do until certain point. Whereas, i still haven't finish my second realistic. Start other. Lakaran...still, i love art.

Mac gonna nag again. He scared we cannot finish the work on time. I understand him. Im just happy with what he said. Its true. I need idea, Idea, IDEA!

Haiz..kinda emo today. Not only art project. Add math project. What the hell! You think we can pass additional mathematics by just doing the project? Funny huh..

Oh God, 24 hours per day is not enough for me. I need more. I need someone to support me. Where is the someone?!

Oh ya, that day..i had a dream. Darn sweet. I wish not to wake up. Well, now i can't recall of anything more. Just remember the pose. Hard-to-describe. I'll just keep it in my mind.
Desperate..

Stomachache

25 April 2009

Saturday, school day. Replace for don't know what day. I forgotten. Went to school just because of ULBS. After ULBS, pretend stomachache. What a great actor. Im not purposely wanna played truant but i have tuition. Sorry lerr, teacher.

Great scene happened after i went home. Our add math teacher kneel Anil!! Hahaha..Beg him to pass add math. What a great teacher we have!

We wanna pass too, sir. Haha...but don't beg us.

A Day Camp with History

22 April 2009

As the title, a day camp with history. So, the camp its just all about hisotry. Something about teknik menjawab, time we use for every questions which actually something that we knew last year. Its ok, we did have FUN!!

The camp held at SBPI Gopeng. The school is damn nice. The found a nice place to take photo. Here, you see...

LOL! We took a lots of pictures. As memories or our habit, CAMWHORE! There are more and more...

Went home around 4+. Lazy and tired. Played truant, skipped tuition Modern Math and Chemistry. Darn..Have to catch up!!!

Last Sports Day

Last year, Form 5 in secondary school, means everything will be the last. Today, our sports day. The last sports day ever.

6.30am fall in, in front of the band room. Kinda early one, because yesterday we protested. So we need to practice before the performance. Around 7+ i think, the arrival of the guest of honour, Dato' Lee Chee Leong and gang. Start with band. Band leads the other uniform units.

After the majlis perasmian, all keluar padang. Big discussion! We were discussing whether wanna go tuition or not. In the end, stayed back. My 3 great reasons.

• Im lazy
• I wanna know the marchpass results
• I wanna see tarik tali, add oil for them

By the way, after our big discussion, we saw worms having SEX! Haha..funny!

The marchpass, running and tarik tali. Its sad to see and say, this year sports were so bored. Don't have the mood of sports. Atmosphere problem. Maybe lack of peoples because some of them went to competition. * i guess*

Only the crazy ones like us shouting, add oil for their own team.Around 10am+, about to end. Announced the marchpass winner. ==

1st St.John

2nd Kadet Polis

3rd 1st Kampar Girls Brigade

Its unfair. To be frank, im really not syok about the results. Mann!! Say what..our uniform again. Its FIX. Cannot change. Er, just let it be. And that's the end of our sports day.

What next? Yum cha. Went to Pizza Hut cause KFC were flooded with peoples. People mountain people sea. After that, went home and SLEEP.

Protest

Didn't go to school today. Why? Protest!!

The day before yesterday, again with band practice. Our senior assistants were playing shits! They say we can practice during the first and second period yesterday. So, we prepared ourself to go out to the field. Then, say cannot! What the hell....

They know how to complain about our band, but you don't allow us to practice. Say can and say cannot. Fool us? Kinda funny huh..you said not allow to practice. By the way, St.John were practicing?! * Im not telling bad about St.John*

Well, but something proud to say. BB chairman suggested to protest. So today we didn't go to school. I enjoy myself today. Slept early yesterday. Wake up quite early, about 9.30. Its consider early according to my history. Haha..i admit that i'm a heavy sleeper.

I did Add Math today. Circular measure, form 4!! The sun rise from the west!!First tine i took out my add math book. Proud proud proud! I just able to solve some easy ones. At least i do something for the subject i never pass. Gotta start revision. I think is another 3 more weeks to go. Exam is just around the corner. Ahhh!!!

I still haven't manage to take out some time for my law lesson!!! 24 hours per day its not enough!! Headache whenever all these kind of thing crossover my brain. Tomorrow our sports day. Its kinda late compare to other schools. RED team Go, Go GO!!

Three Fools

We've been fooled!

Here it goes...
The Band Major was asking whether today want band practice or not? So, we all were saying : Want la..tomorrow sports practice wo..

OK! So the three fools thought there will be a band practice. After school, they immediately put on sunblock. While they were applying the sunblock, Yb came and ask : What are you all doing? Today got band?

According to one of the fools, she didn't say anything but "jeling" at him and continued applying the great sunblock of hers.

Well, they were like so proud. After applying, they went down. Surprisingly, there were no band members!! Usually all the BBs already fall in but today a bit special.

So, ...we saw KhooBee, the BB chairman walking away from school. We asked: Wei, where you go wor? Band la..

KhooBee: No band la.

Picited!!

Who are those three stupid foolish peoples?
Me, Chaki and Betty. The fools. We enjoy.

Tarik Tali

Yesterday, we had our semi-final tarik tali competition.

Blue vs Green
Red vs Yellow

The whole school were allowed to go and see our tarik tali competition. Its noisy from every corner!
Well, I'll just jump to the results.

Blue and yellow(girls category) succeeded to enter final which gonna be on our sports day, 18th April.For my team, RED. Aww, its sad to say that we lose to Yellow because of the position we've got.Then the losers,which are Red and Green team, to compete for the 3rd place. Red won! Yeah! However, all of us did enjoy the competition. I'm proud to say that our RED team's guys were so supportive. Hooray for them!

For guys category, I'm not very sure. As i know, Red's guys are IN!!!! On sports day, even i shout until my throat burst I'll cheer for them!

As a results, we were using all our strength and whatever energy we have to pull like a cow. Our muscles, CRAMPED! All of us was like, walking like a granny. Hahaha..we played truant. We all hid in the sick bay. But...

KENA!! Bla bla bla...results = walk around the field two rounds. After that, Mr.G advised us to say sorry to our teacher. Yes! We did it. Out of blue right?

We are naughty but we are not bad.

My Seventeen

First of all, thanks to all my babes that gave me the surprise.Singing "Happy Birthday". When, we hugged each other, it was so warm. Indescribable warmness that you all had given me.

Each and every day we spent together,
its memories that i want to collect as much as possible,
to be with you all is just a pleasure for me,
knowing all of you,
laughter, tears that we shared together,
and everything.

Well, i nearly cried we were hugging each other.You all know me well. I like to pretend that i don't care. Im sorry, that i said it was nothing special to me, singing the happy birthday song, but its actually VERY special, meaningful to me. I really do appreciate what you all had done for me.

Thank you, my DEAR BEST FRIENDS!! Muacks!

Sick

Starting from Tuesday, I'm not feeling. Sore throat then the late afternoon on that day, a visitor called headache came. That night, Mac gave me 2 Panadol Acti-Fast. Yeah! It really works but for few hours.

Wednesday, getting worse and worse.An equation was created.

Fever+ Phlegm + Flu = Die

My head was so heavy that i don't wanna open my mouth. I cant bear the pain.
I didn't go to tuition. Sleep, lying on the bed almost 3/4 of a day.

Thursday, the period before recess, Sejarah. Im sorry that i have to play truant. I really really cannot stand. My spine was so pain. We went to sick bay....sleep.

After school, Chaki's parents fetched me home. When my mum reached, she forced me to see doctor. Well, that's what i hate the most.

Doctor: Throat infected, that's why fever.
Then he checked my body temperature.
Doctor: 39.2!! Thats high.

I also stunt for awhile. 39.2 out of the blue!

Till today, im getting better. My brain is jam..not functioning well.

Start Again

Friday, 27 March

Punished by Mr.Choo for not changing our pj clothes. Actually we purposely dont change. He punished the ones who dont change their clothes back to school uniform,walk 2 rounds at the field.

We really enjoyed ourselves even punishment! Hahaha..He saw us doing this and that.
He scolded us: 2 things to consider.1st, the level of enjoyment. 2nd, the unsolvable problem.

Hahahaha..who cares?!

After that, we went to ERT club meeting. We cooked "Kuih Masin".

We recorded some videos. LOL. Damn funny!

Saturday, 28 March

Happy Birthday, Jho!
1 of our besties birthday, Jhoyee. (Officially 17 years old)
Just a simple celebration. Sang birthday song during band practice. Went to KFC yum cha.
Chat chat chat...then, end of story. Hahaha..

Today

Well, just a dull and boring day.
Woke up around 9 something, do some housework..
Art project *headache* Geezz..
Took a nap..2pm-4pm *not consider as a nap i think* Hahaha

I deleted all my previous posts!
OMG! I don't know what i wanna write right now..suddenly cannot think of the words.

Starting on today, im gonna blog more. Im not going to be lazy anymore. *I wish i could do so*

Hmnn, that all for today. Sleep well everyone!

Habit

Geez..i have to force myself start blogging again. Its kinda some time ady.

Time just flew away. This holidays will just end. Even, this holidays seems not to be like holidays, busy with our projects.
P/S: Still haven't finish.. >.<

Gotta work really really hard after this hoildays!!

Graduation

When I met you
We now have to part
Our face expressions are bright but
Were forcing laughter through our teary eyes
Im afraid our memories might be forgotten as the years pass by
With our anxious faces, we look and smile at each other then put our heads down

Someday our dreams may leave us
As the years pass by the days will just get harder
And Ill be looking back at the days Ive lived
Ill think of when I was searching for my fading dreams
The memories we shared when we were young
Those childhood days

Someday our dreams may leave us
As the years pass by the days will just get harder
And Ill be looking back at the days Ive lived
Ill think of when I was searching for my fading dreams
The memories we shared when we were young
Those childhood days